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Thursday, June 14, 2007

放不下. can't let go

I'm still stuck here in the lib studying--> or should i say "trying to study" as my mind wonders ard @ times. sigh...so many many things to remember and practice! HOW TO FINISH!!! from last week to this week, i try to confine myself to the lib, luckily i live 10-15mins walk away from uni. tues-fri 11am-9pm. Gosh i am so mentally starting to get drained! my brain cells are currently on-leave la! how can they just "pang seh" me like tt knowing tt i need them the most. @ least i had 2 days of CHAR KUAY TEOW!!!! gosh, so ex la. $9 for 1 plate. and the 1st time hazel&i didn't know, we ordered 1 extra egg! that egg was GOLDEN EGG MAN!!!!!!!!!! $1.50 for an egg! WTH!!!!!!!!!!! why why why is it that i 放不下(fang bu xia) the past. my mind still reflects back to "if i made the right choice" not the uni but the friends... i can't forget the friendships which i tied upond the rope to my heart. when i see the present days and how they are doing, my heart sinks like i made a tore on my own flesh. It was a pain that was self-done, my decision... i envy how i no longer experience that nieve, innocent and pure friendships... Being torn into the two parts, what can i do? jade, what can you do? nothing.... get back to studying for the exams then...i need daddy and mummy's hugs now!!!

# posted by Jade at 3:55 PM

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